The past weekend I was supposed to be in Chicago...8 girls a big weekend of fun. Instead we got to the airport, checked in and had the flight cancelled....awesome. Some of us did go out that night in the storm for dinner and drinks...we had an uninvited guest but that's for another time. I love st. patrick's day so much, I'm very irish and usually the chance to hang out with all my friends would be awesome. I don't know if I'm getting old or if I was that bummed out about Chicago but I didn't really have much fun this weekend. I ended up local hanging with an ex that just wasn't a smart idea, someday I'll learn. I fear I've opened up a whole can of worms that isn't going to close as easily this time.
FG update: So we had a minor spat last week at 3am...we didn't speak the rest of the week. I didn't hear from him in days, which is unusual since I haven't seen him in a few weeks. He didn't call or text once this whole weekend. SO I texted him saturday morning, nothing...texted again Sunday and sent an email..got a Hi text. Was out, told him so and heard nothing the rest of the day. Sent a text at 3am lastnight..i know i know everything I complain about him doing I do too...it's a vicious cycle. This morning woke up pissed, I hate being ignored, irrationally so I'll admit but I seriously can't stand it. I sent him a kiss off text....not one word all day long. Now he may or may not text me tonight but I'm kinda doubting it, he's off to fun city for a vacation which I guess means he'll have his full of fun so why wear himself out tonight...ugh! There is this chick all over his website that kinda resembles me in that we are both blonde but of course she's skinnier...she's all over this thing so I'm guessing she's the new one. Sadly I've been through 3 years of this and it never gets easier.
Other news: church thing is almost over. It's exciting to come to this place in my life, I need to connect more with my spiritiality, right now I"m kinda going through the motions. I went ot mass on Sunday and enjoyed it and want to make it a habit, my laziness will probably get in the way though. I'm 30 years old and I need to figure out my life. I need to find a guy I like that likes me back! I need to either learn to love my job or get another one....and I need to find peace with my friends.
so much to do...thankfully the days are getting longer ;)
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