Today is my little brother's bday. He's 29 and already marriend and owns a home - so mature for his age. I however am the older sister and live an apartment with my cat and fish - yeah about that adulthood - not as easy as it looks. I hope he has a fabulous day with lots of presents (card is in the mail) and some cake too!
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UGHHHHHHHH! I should have stuck to my original plan - just been done. Wrapped up summer by moving on. Instead I got really drunk last weekend, made amends and had my fun. Well thanks to the lovely networking site we are all on I can now see he's leaving tomorrow to go on a cruise with a girl - nice. It messes with my head and it's my own fault. He's never made promises or even committed to being my friend most days but still it makes me feel an inch big and I hate that I can be so wrapped up in someone that talks to me once a week, maybe. I'm really one of the dumbest smart girls I know. Here's to new beginnnings and finding a boy who actually likes ME.
On a lighter note, my back feels much better - hopefully it stays better so I can swim out some frustration tonight.
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